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Coaster Bus Have you ever boarded a Coaster Bus? If you're in Nigeria, especially Lagos,you will be very familiar with that type of bus, it's common along the Badagry expressway, oshodi - Ikorodu axis, oyinbo etc. and you hear the conductors shouting and clamoring for you to enter like 'Ketu, Ikorodu! Wole pelu change e o' etc. They call passengers in and cramp them in the bus like sardine. The bus is actually a 3 seater with extension for a 4th person on a row but in Nigeria, it has been used as a 5 person per row bus and your body sticks to eachother, no space to feel comfy, you're inconvenient through out the journey. I do take the bus very well, so I can tell you the experience first hand... Now to the content, everybody's is like a coaster bus, where you are meant to accommodate a specified or limited number of people & happenings together but because of greed and indecision; we take more than our capacity and it's affecting our life, making,it ...

When I look at you smiling I think of the times you would be sad. When you cry, I think of the times you laugh, When you are broke, I wish for the time you would be rich. When you dance, I think of what you feel when you don't. When you love, I don't want to be on that side when you hate. When you save, I mourn with you on the things you've lost. When you argue, I love being against you, Because I know what I would gain. Arguments are not about winning, But about picking the next person's brain. When you are troubled, I turn into a joker. Try as much as I can to make you laugh. And I've never tried so hard for something, Not even Mathematics. So, All I ask, Is for you to know I love you. Even If I'm guilty at times, For making you cry, Making you feel sad, Being the big spender and that's why you broke. Making you not able to dance, Because I step on your feet too many times. And I spark up argum...

My heart screams out loud Why mi amoure...! Shot down in pieces Helpless in my own swing This ship so big so beautiful Why mi amoure? U leave me not Like the wind blowing off My wrappings unwrapped by you I choke for breath. Flown into ur arms I lay flat on this rock and sand That's once bore our writings Why mi amoure? Where are the days of smiles and trust? Your perfume my garment leaves me tormented with every sniff Why mi amoure? Where did the storms blew our ship to? Tell me no it never wrecked, Tell me no it never sunk, Tell me no! mi amoure... Tell me you love, Tell me!!  I love you.. Sing me my lullaby forever together Cuddle me rocking slow Rocking slow Till your soft hands, brushed against my cheek Reassures me of peace and  hope The glint can't just be gone This story mi amour leaves me shattered and thorn Bring me home mighty sailor Home....... Where memories of this broken piece lays not For I really belie...

Should the moon peep Or the Sun creak The clouds are always At our feet Should the sky sneeze Or the wind dance Our paths leave a line Of a non stop continuity If time were a ferry Then we would row back Tracing our identity and Claiming our names would be the aim. Times without numbers nor alphabets I ponder what the fore elders thought.. They gave me this shoe for an aim so beautiful yet destructive now to our age I mark my fingers on every door My markings are all on your streets Search not for me you'd see me I call each day, but now it's all but a mere voice already used to We've seen camp fire nights Shivering in cold with our dusty rusty garments We've tasted the greatest continental meals all made from maize with a delicious drink of untreated water We've been surrounded by so great importance We lay with trumpets as lullabies They bit in.. these tiny Lil sucklings taking the Lil blood we have left flowing in our ve...

A tulip flower you are Pink and lovely Slim tender and at your peak of what will never go down but always up A prime you are And should throw your dice well For men dicey and deceitful They could be The season is always friendly for hunting So pray and work well, so you never end up a prey Take a "boldy step " with courage and wisdom Lazy not around nor depend solely for help all the time For no one, no one can tell who foes are... Shred not your petals with rays of a minty bulk Stay focus and thrive hard as you row Spread your roots solely on God's words Holding your head high as the best you be in all Time clicks Time only will Crown your efforts be futile be it great and glorious.. A letter to Maria Written by Ogri Mathilda Sarah

What's me without the waters, I'd die of dehydration What's me without the soil I won't be able to plant and feel the beauty of the trees What's me without a roof over my head I'd be left wondering in frustration What's me without the light I'd be left in darkness What's me without the air I'd be left to suffocate What's me without food I'd die of hunger What's me without family I'd die of being alone What's me without love I'd die of the hatred inside of me What's me without a song I'd die of not been able to lift my spirit high What's me without knowledge Then I wouldn't know all these But all these passes They fade each sec But you are forever You created all All! Without you there would be no these Yes I can stay glued to my phone But with just five mins of my time is like peace happiness freedom and joy all at once What's the secret? Your go...

What is life without you I'm lost in wandering silence I see the stars and I know I'm missing in action They give u all Submitting with all the twinkies they've got Here I am Mere dust What's me without your presence I prove stubborn and there I lay In the pit of darkness lost in my disobedience I need you But how can i How can be what you want me to be I am but unworthy Dirty than the pigs sunk in deepest gulleys But u look at me with the brightest smile saying .. I'm not complaining.. .. I'm always here for you.. .. I've conquered the world.. And Peace be still He filled my soul with ease and peace. Yes!  Free I am in Christ Written by Ogri Mathilda Sarah Title: What's Me without thee