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What's me without the waters, I'd die of dehydration What's me without the soil I won't be able to plant and feel the beauty of the trees What's me without a roof over my head I'd be left wondering in frustration What's me without the light I'd be left in darkness What's me without the air I'd be left to suffocate What's me without food I'd die of hunger What's me without family I'd die of being alone What's me without love I'd die of the hatred inside of me What's me without a song I'd die of not been able to lift my spirit high What's me without knowledge Then I wouldn't know all these But all these passes They fade each sec But you are forever You created all All! Without you there would be no these Yes I can stay glued to my phone But with just five mins of my time is like peace happiness freedom and joy all at once What's the secret? Your go...

What is life without you I'm lost in wandering silence I see the stars and I know I'm missing in action They give u all Submitting with all the twinkies they've got Here I am Mere dust What's me without your presence I prove stubborn and there I lay In the pit of darkness lost in my disobedience I need you But how can i How can be what you want me to be I am but unworthy Dirty than the pigs sunk in deepest gulleys But u look at me with the brightest smile saying .. I'm not complaining.. .. I'm always here for you.. .. I've conquered the world.. And Peace be still He filled my soul with ease and peace. Yes!  Free I am in Christ Written by Ogri Mathilda Sarah Title: What's Me without thee

I'm drowning in darkness Extinct from Existence Lost in my history Lost not in misery But drowning in the birth mystery I wish it was a whirl pool At least I'd get a chance to see and choose And maybe roll with the truth Was this a mistake Am I my mistake I find myself battling With physics and science Nature and Choices Spirituality and Morality How can I break from this cycle How can I fall far from this tree How can I help her free from worries How can I help junior from all these psychological trauma Pretence is my garment Fake happiness is my lipstick Sorrow is my heartbeat And concealing is my concealer My story has been heard this night Should I pride myself in disgust Or hold my head high with this punishment Blindly he lead the folks Folks of girls, concubines and slave All in one he titled them wives One in, one out Two in Five out Each day they learned more For those who had the choice coped For those who never did Ran off hol...

Gone are the days The rulers stood at the war front. Gone are the days They all fought on common ground. Gone are those days...... Now they hide behind walls, Walls built by skeletons. And creep behind tables, Like rats going home. Cowardice; Have become the order of our days. The young are sent into battle With no amrs or just their arms. While their women worry, And hope, They get more than a hand to bury. But the rulers drink themselves to oblivion, As if alchohol gives immortality. Gone are the days Kings die Like flies, Because of what they believe in, Hope,Hate and even Love. But cursed are these times we live in, Where the leaders live for too long, Probably,prodigees of Methusalah And the young are close to their graves, Before they even get a chance to touch a crown. Gone are the days War is waged to bring peace Now,it's waged to end peace. Now, I ask for your forgiveness and pray to, Who ever is responsible ...

#AReaperLoveStrk I am your worst nightmare But if you dream of me, You won't live to tell the story. I travel the world With a hooded face and a sickle, Taking souls home with me, With their consent or not. But, There is a soul i can't get my hands on. This is a new territory. I have never encountered this before in my time. I was on my way to Rome And was stopped in my tracks in Vienna, As i set my cold eyes On a commoner, A bright soul So bright it puts a stain on my darkness. Then i became curious And you know what they said it did to the cat. But i guess i'm dead already. I became it's shadow From here till tommorow. Trying to decipher how this soul Is putting my nature in reverse Towards me. Then i tried to get close Possessing any lower being i could find, This new feeling Have me all over the place To extent i wanted to take off the hood And reveal what was beneath But was adviced against it. I wen...

What happens when the world leaves me? Where would I bury you? Where would I bury your thoughts? Where would each moments go? Where would this bond go to? Where would the boat of darkness row me to? Where would the peace of great light take me to? Will the world runaway that point in misery Or wave me Farewell with good tidings? Will you, and you, smile? For in miles we would be separated There would be no more dancing in the rain No more baking and laughter No more mimics No more you and I in love No more you and I present No more.. Still not, O LORD, this happiness Take not in piece but, in peace Enlighten us more Take not this world when not prepared Rather let it come, in its right place At the right time In great happiness and love. When the world I see leaves me For a one with greater peace and light. Leave me not in tears and darkness But cloaked in your light, love, holiness and happiness. When the world l...

Here I am... Here is where I am Deep in daylight Sinking in darkness Sipping this eve's still Stillness in motion Stillness in my emotion Don't touch me! Move away Talk less And say no more Say no more, like you care Say no more, for your pretence unfolds Say no more with your fugitive words Say no more with your routed deviance that imprints sadness Say my courteous fellow Say no more my edged friend Why must I listen. Your strings drag me crawling And weary For attached I've losed my sense of bearings My sense to hold still My sense of selfless charity To self gloat A gloat to why I fell deep In your concoction called love Why must I worry Why must I be bothered about your dismissal Why must I worry when you far from distance Stay away Stay far away Let me in this lone cone Where I cuddle tight your hurts With unleavened care Stay away with your luv Stay away from my head as it pounds For this eve, I lay without you in my present th...