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What's me without the waters, I'd die of dehydration What's me without the soil I won't be able to plant and feel the beauty of the trees What's me without a roof over my head I'd be left wondering in frustration What's me without the light I'd be left in darkness What's me without the air I'd be left to suffocate What's me without food I'd die of hunger What's me without family I'd die of being alone What's me without love I'd die of the hatred inside of me What's me without a song I'd die of not been able to lift my spirit high What's me without knowledge Then I wouldn't know all these But all these passes They fade each sec But you are forever You created all All! Without you there would be no these Yes I can stay glued to my phone But with just five mins of my time is like peace happiness freedom and joy all at once What's the secret? Your go...

What is life without you I'm lost in wandering silence I see the stars and I know I'm missing in action They give u all Submitting with all the twinkies they've got Here I am Mere dust What's me without your presence I prove stubborn and there I lay In the pit of darkness lost in my disobedience I need you But how can i How can be what you want me to be I am but unworthy Dirty than the pigs sunk in deepest gulleys But u look at me with the brightest smile saying .. I'm not complaining.. .. I'm always here for you.. .. I've conquered the world.. And Peace be still He filled my soul with ease and peace. Yes!  Free I am in Christ Written by Ogri Mathilda Sarah Title: What's Me without thee

I'm drowning in darkness Extinct from Existence Lost in my history Lost not in misery But drowning in the birth mystery I wish it was a whirl pool At least I'd get a chance to see and choose And maybe roll with the truth Was this a mistake Am I my mistake I find myself battling With physics and science Nature and Choices Spirituality and Morality How can I break from this cycle How can I fall far from this tree How can I help her free from worries How can I help junior from all these psychological trauma Pretence is my garment Fake happiness is my lipstick Sorrow is my heartbeat And concealing is my concealer My story has been heard this night Should I pride myself in disgust Or hold my head high with this punishment Blindly he lead the folks Folks of girls, concubines and slave All in one he titled them wives One in, one out Two in Five out Each day they learned more For those who had the choice coped For those who never did Ran off hol...

Gone are the days The rulers stood at the war front. Gone are the days They all fought on common ground. Gone are those days...... Now they hide behind walls, Walls built by skeletons. And creep behind tables, Like rats going home. Cowardice; Have become the order of our days. The young are sent into battle With no amrs or just their arms. While their women worry, And hope, They get more than a hand to bury. But the rulers drink themselves to oblivion, As if alchohol gives immortality. Gone are the days Kings die Like flies, Because of what they believe in, Hope,Hate and even Love. But cursed are these times we live in, Where the leaders live for too long, Probably,prodigees of Methusalah And the young are close to their graves, Before they even get a chance to touch a crown. Gone are the days War is waged to bring peace Now,it's waged to end peace. Now, I ask for your forgiveness and pray to, Who ever is responsible ...

#AReaperLoveStrk I am your worst nightmare But if you dream of me, You won't live to tell the story. I travel the world With a hooded face and a sickle, Taking souls home with me, With their consent or not. But, There is a soul i can't get my hands on. This is a new territory. I have never encountered this before in my time. I was on my way to Rome And was stopped in my tracks in Vienna, As i set my cold eyes On a commoner, A bright soul So bright it puts a stain on my darkness. Then i became curious And you know what they said it did to the cat. But i guess i'm dead already. I became it's shadow From here till tommorow. Trying to decipher how this soul Is putting my nature in reverse Towards me. Then i tried to get close Possessing any lower being i could find, This new feeling Have me all over the place To extent i wanted to take off the hood And reveal what was beneath But was adviced against it. I wen...

What happens when the world leaves me? Where would I bury you? Where would I bury your thoughts? Where would each moments go? Where would this bond go to? Where would the boat of darkness row me to? Where would the peace of great light take me to? Will the world runaway that point in misery Or wave me Farewell with good tidings? Will you, and you, smile? For in miles we would be separated There would be no more dancing in the rain No more baking and laughter No more mimics No more you and I in love No more you and I present No more.. Still not, O LORD, this happiness Take not in piece but, in peace Enlighten us more Take not this world when not prepared Rather let it come, in its right place At the right time In great happiness and love. When the world I see leaves me For a one with greater peace and light. Leave me not in tears and darkness But cloaked in your light, love, holiness and happiness. When the world l...

Here I am... Here is where I am Deep in daylight Sinking in darkness Sipping this eve's still Stillness in motion Stillness in my emotion Don't touch me! Move away Talk less And say no more Say no more, like you care Say no more, for your pretence unfolds Say no more with your fugitive words Say no more with your routed deviance that imprints sadness Say my courteous fellow Say no more my edged friend Why must I listen. Your strings drag me crawling And weary For attached I've losed my sense of bearings My sense to hold still My sense of selfless charity To self gloat A gloat to why I fell deep In your concoction called love Why must I worry Why must I be bothered about your dismissal Why must I worry when you far from distance Stay away Stay far away Let me in this lone cone Where I cuddle tight your hurts With unleavened care Stay away with your luv Stay away from my head as it pounds For this eve, I lay without you in my present th...

So here I go listening to your lifeless beats With your giddy high ho! Like we've ever been enchanted Is it me? Or is it you? Is this your tale? Or this is just some game? Not that I'm too high on eel But the words don't just blend I try to smile and fake like all is fine But damn! That just so not me So I close my eyes I here em words running Then I create a wall Painting em with visions I see a rope with you rapped in it I cuddle you so tight with a fear So smooth as a gun plays the lady sexy boom!! Boom!! You're gone buried and ripped apart That's what u get for playing a talkative chase I ain't gat time for fake friendliness But here I am in this bus Stucked with you So I tell you straight without a smile Shut up!! You talk too much! And here we go in a ride so smooth Your buried in silence And my peace I've entirely... Without you chasing....

Hey Bruno! Companion of mine I like that you bark and not whine. It's only natural you four-legged and not two. I talk to you all the time But you never utter a word. My so-called friends are scared of you And call you a beast Even though you're supposed to be Mans' best friend. But when i look at you I see an angel Probably because of that night in September. You are "Paw-some" I trust you And i know you trust me too,so need to be so loud. On-lookers see our relationship as unusual They ask, Don't you get bored? But i don't care And i call you my "dawg" Even though you just a dog.

So I'm forced to write Since for long I kept watch Yet no one dear enough Dared the words out So kneeling and heaving I burn down this heat To speak for I To speak of thee And speak of the ancient warriors of time I in creation Molded in perfection By perfection itself Blown to the world For good and peace Leaving non out Yet crowning my history With unity I walk trouble waters I soar divided skies I bridge darkest walls and cities I grow Silkest strongest vibes together I the I of the world Shouldn't be mistaken Ancient warriors please define not my existence Waste not your time within In prove for being cheap I flow east yes south Even west yes North When I arrive In blend for your heart in his eyes Seek not to wait But embrace For joy comes with this I am defined too cheap when I answer yes But yes I say to thee in my tongues And words Say yes less it be taken away Leaving your heart in ruins and prunes Time doesn't detec...

I'd been told severally to leave the world I hold And cherish the world I see But then as ears and joy would have it I'd hold tight this world right in my hands For my eyes to see and glow beyond Until the twelfth night of eve Having been swayed by the peace of the inns of thus the world I held in my hands I sat deeply yet sleepy but still breathing the freshness and sweetness of the vibes I felt withing and out Holding firm Seated head faced down I saw a fiery fierce beast Dark yet ugly Standing right behind and beside me I thought it wrongly to scream But yet another movement might land me dead and out of the world for my hands would clasp no more this beauty world Which I cherish There and then I mustered courage raising and shivering Yet muttering words of pleads Don't kill me Then at an average I saw It was only a shadow For I had been up Keeping at late With the paintings of sleep round my eyeballs It was just me and my phone The world I ...

No longer does happiness become a routine But a thing to check With lipsticks and bangles High heels and diamonds Earnings and bracelets Girls once toddlers All dressed in their vintage shoes Swaying high Walking high Heads up so high Like a burden so free Seeing beauties called the Future Creating visions as they move on Do they really know the aftertaste of growing up? Girls once toddlers Now an adult or a Mother No longer freely does walking sink in All but a choice to carry gently The pretty fragile legs in a trace for a catwalk Who would once ever think These toddlers holding unto toys and choclates Dismiss all but for a glance of shoes? Once were toddlers Now but a Lady Worried about the future A perfect lover Wired accounts A theatre of cloths And jewelries With blooming flowers In her decord' mansion Girls once toddlers No more but a lady With flashy wishes Of if only the toddling Years could last forever Wrapt in laughter and less wor...

On SHARE A STORY today, Adetola shares his drinking experience …Enjoy and do say what you think. Have you ever gotten drunk? ( oh yes! I have… Trust me, arrrgh!!) I will tell you my story about the most dangerous drink I've ever tasted in my life, in a country of little implementation of laws, as a student, I was invited to a birthday party by some of my friends and I reluctantly agreed to attend while having a kinda bad premonition about it, so I got dressed as the Oluwafineboy that I was, always keeping up with the public appearances. On getting there, my friend offered me food which I refused because I knew it was prepared with WEED, I'm light-headed so I didn't want to risk misbehaving in the public, so I said I was just going to drink wine just to take something at least, then here it comes, like a ray of sunshine in a dark alley, such an ugly looking bottle but a sight to behold, crested on it is 'Whiskey's Old Cask XXX Rum' I said ...

Isabella! Isabella!! Oh Isabella my love. By your name Everything looks clearer Everything seems better By the mention of your name Isabella, Music, Plays in my ear Making me less lucid, Dancing to music only i can hear, Is that not madness, But in this madness I gain clarity. Therefore, I command the heavens And all below it Like the church before 1648 To pronounce aloud My death Isabella.

There she goes watching In her hidden and unseen camera She takes each step carefully Benign her feet are markings Markings of her purchase Purchased forcefully or either willingly At the detriment for her not knowing but being Ignorant She sees the world And watch each day grow old She's been purchased to love And create a live for whom to someday might look back With eyes pale if only freedom Been given She the lady Wrapped up with Inquisitive eyes Shielded with curtains of her bedroom Blinded not to look up but stare down and concur to every word "gida" says She sees me singing freely Doing the dishes And with a corning look She wishes and hisses She had the world in her arms To reach and soar freely in her own bearings

Canons bombs detonated in war Sounds like the bass drums And musicians and their bands with microphones, Making it sound more melodious. It is a face off And all you have is brothers with their face up, Or face down You might ask, What genre is this, Is it the classics? Or maybe its hip-hop But the intensity of this sound Is making men dance their hips off. When the music stops So does the bash, And everyone is exhausted, But those that find themselves With enough strength, Go home with memories they can never forget, New bonds made they never forget, And their wives and lives are things they don't forget to forget, Always ready to groove to the next song, Ever ready to sing and dance until the last sound of the beat Of their song.